Happy 7th birthday my darling jack xxx

Jack McGivern born asleep at 5.41pm on the 24th april 2005 sleeptight my darling angel......xxx

LOSING A CHILD TEACHES US HOW TO LOVE FROM A DISTANCE... MAY GOD LOOK AFTER YOU TILL ONE DAY WE FINALLY MEET AGAIN...

 My mum is a survivor but i can hear her cry at night, when all others are in bed i watch her lay awake at night, and go hold her hand. She dosent know am with her to help her understand, but like sounds on the beach that never go  away ... i watch over my survivng mummy, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others ... A smile of disguise !! But through heavens door i see tears flowing from her eyes. My mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive, but anyone who knows her knows its her way to survive. As i watch over my survivnd mummy i try to tell her that angels protect me forevermore i know that dosent help here... or ease the burden that she bears so if you get the chance to visit her and show her that you care. For no matter what she says my mummy has a broken heart that wont ever heal 

My dad is a survivor too, which is no surprise to me. He's always been like a lighthouse that helps you cross a stormy sea. But, i walk with my dad each day to lift him when he's down i wipe the tears he hides from others. He cries when no one is around I watch him sit late at night with my image in his head.He cries as he tries to grieve alone and wishes he could understand. My dad is like a towerof strength. He's the greatest of them all!! But there are times when he needs to cry... Please be there when he falls  tell him he's ok let him mourn in his own way. Now, as i watch over my dad from heaven above i am so proud that he's a survivor ... And i feel his love.

We never had the chance to play, to laugh to rock you. We long to hold you, touch you now and listen to you giggle. I will always be your mummy and he will always be your daddy. You will always be our child that we never had. But know your gone... but yet your here. i sense you everywhere.Your our sorrow and our joy.Theres love in every tear. Just Know our love goes deep and strong, i will never forget you, The child we had, but never had, and yet will have forever xx
                          



              

You came to early

You were taken too soon

Five long months,I held you in my womb,

i felt you move i felt you alive

you wer mine My little creation

Your dads little lips And mums nose

Perfect God took you away, i dont know why?

How do i go on without you

You came to early And were taken too soon x